I wanted to sit down real quick and write about this so I wouldn't forget it! Tonight we got home from church and I put Riley down and was helping Addyson get ready for bed. She was being so sweet and so good. We followed our normal routine: brush teeth, potty, put on pj's, read story, say prayers, hugs and kisses and good night. Well, when it got time to go to sleep, she started whining and saying she was not tired. On her bed was a little book and she wanted to look at it. (Normally, that is what I tell her she can do at rest time because she is trying to give up her nap.) She wanted me to leave the light on and I said no so she started to cry and I just said good night and walked out. She was crying pretty loud and I didn't want her to wake up Riley so I went back in and told her that was enough. She kept saying she just wasn't tired. So, I told her to talk to Jesus! She said, "Oh, ok" and she put her book down. (Shocking--I thought we were about to have it out!) I walked into my room to change clothes and through the monitor I heard her talking. I went to her door and listened in and she was saying, "And, Lord, I told my mommy I wasn't tired and wanted the light on so I could read my book, but she said no. I know there is a light in here, but I still can't see my book. But, that's ok....And, help me to be a good girl and sleep all night in my big girl bed. And, I think that's it. Amen"
I stood there and listened to my sweet girl talking to Jesus! She says the blessing (sings it) and we say prayers together every night, but it is rare that I get to hear her genuinely talking her own words to Him. She called me back in there and told me that she had talked to God and she was tired now! Amazing how when we start and end our day with talking to God, things get better--even for a 3 year old. I think I still hear her talking up there, but at least she is happy! :)And, if she's talking to Jesus--there is nothing I would rather her be doing!